After a night of sleep and the opportunity to wake up with a clear head I pretty much know why I had such an awful day yesterday. For two nights in a row I couldn’t sleep and I ended up only getting about 4 hours of shut eye. That’s not enough sleep to reset this crazy mind of mine after a day of thinking. Imagine how much life would drag on if we never had those 6-10 hours of downtime we get each night.

So the no sleep thing a long with many other little things kind of led to the worst day I’ve had in awhile. I slept for 8 hours last night though AND I get to take a shower today so it’s pretty good odds today won’t suck for me. I am very excited to take a shower. Our shower broke about 3 weeks ago and it just got fixed, my sister took a shower last night and I thought about it but decided rather to sit on my ass and hate life for a few more hours.

This morning I woke up, played on my phone in the bathroom and then decided yogurt would be a good breakfast choice. It’s some sort of strawberry custard my sister got, it’s kinda thick but I really love yogurt. So I came into my bedroom/office/workroom and sat down at my desk because I haven’t had a desk in many months and it just feels good to sit here and look at my computer screens.

I was on digg.com this morning and I read an article about memorial day and then I came across an article about a man who took a Polaroid picture every day for 18 years. Even though it is in no way similar it made me think about those people I have seen on youtube that took a picture of themselves everyday for like years and then made a video out of it. I want to do something like that but I think I keep distracting myself with half finished projects that my heart is never really 100% into. I almost take a picture everyday on my phone, I LOVE using the camera on my phone.

Last night while I laid there trying to sleep I decided I would not stop blogging. I don’t know why I always want to, I’m just a wreck pretty much I guess and sometimes I am uncomfortable sharing what I share, but I have almost been doing this for 3 years. I feel like I have too many things in my future that would make me regret giving up a way in which I can share my triumphs with everyone. I woke up an hour ago, I’m gonna go see how this little day of mine turns out and then I will report back.